Drowning...... Thank goodness for friends

I am normally a happy go lucky kinda girl. As of late I am struggling, in the area of happiness.
I'm not having a pitty party or anything.

It has come in spurts, like the sun on a partly cloudy day.

I know that the winter time in general puts a lot of people in a funk. The gloomy skies, and the cold tempretures.

But

I think I am doubly going thru a bit of the funk asses cause of my current situation.

I am in total limbo right now with my life.  And I hate that.

I don’t want to be one of those “pessimistic” type of people. 

 I want to be the happy carefree girl.  A g a i n.

I am really alot of fun when I am not sad. I am really.

This is the Kittycat, making others happy

Good friends can make a big difference during times like these.

I am one of “those” kinds of friends, you know the ones that always helps out others in need.

I’m the one people go to for a shoulder to lean/cry on.

I am a awesome friend like that.

I’m the loyal and committed for life kinda of friend.

So right now that’s what I need.

My good friends to be here to help me thru this crap time in my life. 

To help remind me that there is a good life out there. To make me see it.

So that I can get back to the sunshine type of days.

I know they (sunshinny days) are there, I just can't seem to reach them right now.

I’m a realist, I know nothing comes easy.

Just hoping for it to be a little easier
with my good friends around.