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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Choices


Everybody fucking has them.


It’s a YES or NO.


Even though I like to say “maybe” a lot. When it comes down to making a decsion on something, it really is just a Yes or No choice.


Sometimes saying Yes, is like shaking hands with the
d e v i l.

You are seduced lured enticed sucked in. The excitement will make you hang on the very edge of every freakin corner waiting to see whats next. It pumps you full of adrenaline, making you want m o r e.


It’s like having a Red Juicy delicious apple dangled in front of you, making you obsessed with wanting more, more, and more.

You feel, as if you can never get enough.


Life is free, easy, and uncomplicated and it’s fucking

 a w e s o m e!!!!!!!!!

But beware, that d e v i l, can be one sneaky little bastard and in an instant it can all turn and bite you in the ass.


Yes” can sometimes mean heartbreak disappointment confussion sadness, and make you wonder why the hell you were so fucking blind at that very moment you finally saidYes”.


Sometimes you get thrown a curve ball and you are blindsighted. Things that were fun turn to complicated. Things that were happy go lucky, turn to feelings of doubt, feelings of being used, feelings of disappointment, and feelings of where the fuck did I go wrong.


There is nothing worse than the feelings of regret that somehow maybe, just fucking maybe you made the wrong damn choice.


NOW, I’m not saying that all “Yes” decisions turn out to be all bad or pure hell, sometimes if both partys are saying “Yes” then there can be rainbows with pots of gold at the end or kickass fireworks or goosebumps and electrical charges.


Yes, can mean some pretty fucking amazing passion and silly happiness.


Who the hell doesn’t l o v e a good time?


I L O V E a good time.

Yes” sometimes can be a beautiful thing.


Until its not.

Whatever choice you make ultimately you have to live with that decision after you make it.


Good, Bad, or the Ugly.

Surely, It will all eventually be ok.
Whatever the outcome is.


You will move on with or move past your choice you have made.


So that all will be right in the world.
However you will never forget.

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