Miracle Cream- Narcissist

The amount of money

I have spent

over the last 3 years

 is fucking insane.

I don’t feel old, but the fear of looking old really bothers me. Probably more than it should. Why? you ask.  Isnt that kinda vain?

I blame it on this guy I know. Who at a happy hour 3 years ago, said I was old.

He later said he ment I was older than him, which was true. He is like 10 years younger than me.

But the comment none the less really upset me.

And every since I have been on this freakin mission.

I have bought so much shit. Trying to find the perfect "something".
Since I have allergies to a lot of things, sometimes I've only used the product once before having an adverse reaction. Its like flushing money down the toilet. Literally.

You know there are a million products out there for everything. Lots and Lots of shit.

Eyes

Neck

Lips

Forehead

Dryness

Wrinkles

 Oily problems

Pimples

Sagging

Uneven color

The list goes on and on.

I woke up today and decided, what the fuck. I just don’t give a shit anymore.
I put all my products into a sack and I'm giving them all away. All of it.
 More than half haven’t even been touched.

I am freeing myself of the worry.  I will just have to be accepted for who I am.
and if people dont like it, then I say "see ya".

It is a very empowering feeling

 to just let go.